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cry me a river

cry me a river of tears my dear, drown me with the blood of pain, the pain youve had - you have - and more, cry me a river of tears.. my dear

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slippingI feel myself slip farther and farther,  Into love with you.  I try to hold back -  Incase, just incase.  I cant imagine my life with out you in it.  And that scares me.  
Scares me into believing that im not good enough for you,  Scares me into thinking bad things will happen.  As I stand face forward,  
Waiting, watching, growing…  Im happy when im around you,  Im peaceful when I sleep by your side,  Im a better me, a whole me, a real me when your there.  I miss you when your gone,  I love you when you're here.  My heart feels full- and bright,  
Like its n slipping
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scared of loving youIm scared that I love you to much,  That one day ill lose you,  Ill cry myself to death or worse -  
Have A world with out you.  I'd sit and lie awake for a hundred million years,  To try and figure out what went wrong,  Those words will play,  
and play over in my ears.  Im guilty of being yours,  And being consumed by you,  Its past obsession,  
Its love - the thing ive always feared.  Ive never thought  you would complete me,  Ive never been myself,  Ive never thought id be here,  With a man who accepts me.  Im lost, im scared, sometimes I want to run scared of loving you
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cry me a river
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Your kissBite of the lip,  Taste of the tongue.  When I kiss you –  The air turns to dust,  Glimmering in the sun.  My breath goes away,  And hold peace in the air.  My mouth turns a smile-  That it never wore before.  My minds set adrift-  To worlds we’ve never seen.  Ah, the happiness that you bring!  My body feels the fire-  Starting from the inside.  No pain- just indulgence.  
Now – would I lie?  Everything goes away,  All the feelings that I had.  The mess of this and that,  I forget why I was mad.  The tiniest little thing,  T Your kiss
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what?!

Sat Nov 7, 2009, 2:42 AM
its going on about 24 hours of no sleep - i cant sleep - i have no idea why i cant sleep, maybe its because my boyfriends not here, so hes not sleeping next to me.. i never had a problem before untill the last couple weeks... grr face. so i dont know - maybe im just nervous and worried about my little kittens doom and gloom, i took them to the vet about 11 hours ago, they went in for surgery - so maybe thats it... or maybe my bodys clocks all fucked up because of going from 1st shift to 3rd shift, getting up at 8am to work out every mon, wed and fri.. and then going to bed at 4 am the next morning... i dont know - im having nightmares if i lay on my left side - or have my head face left when im sleeping.. i had a huge panic attack in the middle of a shower the other day this week... it feels like my bodys rejecting me... and thats not nice at all!! so i dont know why im up at 5:41 am siting on a hard computer chair, trying to find things to do - instead of sleeping in the nice fuzzy warm soft bed of mine. i dont know.... i just dont know....

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Hey! Im MistressMegz, and welcome to my page! Im an artist of many medias, the poet from the subconscious, and leader of the lost and forgotten. Im the story teller of the thrilling unexplained stories that happen to me, my friends and others who cross my path. Im the one whos lead by my heart, then my gut, then my brain. please enjoy my page, my art, and everything else - if you have any suggestions please feel free to tell me them, im open to anything- and wanting a new perspective. :heart:

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  • Current Residence: Michigan
  • Interests: Anything dark, demented, funny, and awesome
  • Favourite movie: FARGO! and any tim burton film except planet of the apes, 300, oh the new batman, many many more
  • Favourite band or musician: linkin park, hurt, drowing pool, disturbed, slipknot, bloodhound gang, say anything, um i can go on!
  • Favourite genre of music: Alt. Rock
  • Favourite artist: anyone whos good
  • Favourite poet or writer: shel silverstein or fucking dr. seuss!! heck yes!!
  • Favourite photographer: Myself
  • Favourite style of art: the crazy cool kind
  • Operating System: my laptop
  • MP3 player of choice: zune / ipod what evers closer
  • Shell of choice: sea shell, i like water
  • Wallpaper of choice: hate wallpaper, go with paint!!
  • Skin of choice: my own that i was born with, ITS WATER PROOF!
  • Favourite game: any sims, any soulcauliber, assassins creed, im a sony girl
  • Favourite gaming platform: sony!!! aka playstation! der!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Grim or milkshake from grim adventures of billy & mandy, hello kitty, STEWIE!!! PUCCA!!!
  • Personal Quote: You make no mistakes, only experiences, never regret anything & dont forget what you learn
  • Tools of the Trade: my thumbs and fingers

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~fraeuleinamok Oct 2, 2009, 11:47:24 PM
thanks for the fav (:
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~MistressMegz Oct 12, 2009, 11:31:23 AM
welcome!

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" I mean it's not like you can just kill me... " "Actually, it's a lot like that." :wow: ^^;
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*Ex-Shadow Sep 9, 2009, 4:56:51 AM
thx for the watch :)

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Be sure to check out my gallery!
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Mood: Love ~MistressMegz Sep 9, 2009, 12:48:07 PM
your welcome- just love your stuff!!! :heart:

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Visions are worth fighting for. Why spend your life making someone else's dreams?

" I mean it's not like you can just kill me... " "Actually, it's a lot like that." :wow: ^^;
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Mood: Joy ~MistressMegz Sep 5, 2009, 12:30:05 PM
your welcomes!!!

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Visions are worth fighting for. Why spend your life making someone else's dreams?

" I mean it's not like you can just kill me... " "Actually, it's a lot like that." :wow: ^^;
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*nickhole Aug 22, 2009, 1:35:56 PM
Featured [link]
i hope you like it
If not please tell me and i shall take the piece down :hug::heart:

xx

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Mood: Love ~MistressMegz Aug 26, 2009, 10:45:43 AM
LOVE IT!!

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Visions are worth fighting for. Why spend your life making someone else's dreams?

" I mean it's not like you can just kill me... " "Actually, it's a lot like that." :wow: ^^;
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*venkman-project Aug 18, 2009, 10:21:35 PM
Thanks for the fav! :D!

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~MistressMegz Aug 19, 2009, 8:22:45 PM
your welcome! <3 it!

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Visions are worth fighting for. Why spend your life making someone else's dreams?

" I mean it's not like you can just kill me... " "Actually, it's a lot like that." :wow: ^^;
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