The things I do in rememberance of you,

Ill do little things,
That remind me of you,
Those little things –
I know you do.

I get fustrated that every day,
Ill do something,
Just like you.

Ill say your lines,
and use your words.

Ill handle life,
In a certain way,

Fix a problem,
Create away.

Then ill remember –
That’s what you did.
Why didn’t I remember?
How did you take over?!

Your locked in my mind –
And I cant get you out!
I handed you the keys,
And you wont walk out!

I stare into the darkness,
Squinting at the horror.
Why are you there?
Why wont you leave?

Leave, I say LEAVE!
And never come back!
I don’t want your advice!
Or your witty comments.

I know who you are,
I call out your name,
You plug your ears,
I say your to blame!

Im finding my problems,
And fixing them too,
Im trying to become a better person,
Better then you!

I might need some time,
But ill make it right.
And you wont exist –
And everything will be great!

Will I miss you
Always in my head?
No I got the real you –
Id rather have that instead.

So goodbye you-
The voice in my head!
Im making a new me,
Better, smarter, and free!