Im done.
IM DONE!!
No more –
No more of this insignificant shit,
This arguing over little things.
The past is the past-
Cant we all get over it?
Climb over that hill of our narcissistic emotions
That scream that were right and there wrong?
What’s the point?
Lifes so short –
And what do we do?
We spend it fighting and being mad
Over shit that wont matter after next week!
I don’t like fighting, it’s a waste of everything!
My time, my effort, my emotions.
MY LIFE!
Im the one who’ll take the blame
Just to make the madness stop!
Who cares – if all I want is an apology?
How hard is it? I say it all the time:
Im sorry, I screwed up – my bad.
Oh fucking well, I had to grow up
And take responsibility for my actions.
Oh fucking well, I was the only mature one.
The rambling on and on about this or that,
Its just a buzzing in my ears.
Stop – STOP!
Listen to my words to which I speak to you.
I don’t talk for my own good- or to hear myself.
I say what I mean, and take what I say to heart.
Im to the point of not caring anymore,
Not only about our disagreement,
But also yourself as a person.
You wont matter anymore-
Become non-existent in my eyes.
Ill take the blame, but ill always know the truth-
And that’s enough for me to sleep soundly at night.
Do what you gota do, keep going if you want to
I don’t care – you will not get anymore reactions from me.
Im done, its done, ill be the bigger person and stop this.
Its over – im done with getting hurt.
You’ve turned me into something I never wanted to show you,
Congrats – good for you – you broke me.
Now lets fucking move on- im even harder then before,
More sheltered emotionally because of you,
The shell has thickend.
You got what you wanted, now let me be.