Im so scared,
I just want to run away –
Away from you and me,
Away from what might happen,
Away from the pain that might hurt me-
Break me into those final pieces….
But im standing strong-
Not allowing myself to turn and run,
Forcing to go forward and face the unknown.
Ive never done that before with anyone-
But im doing it with you.
Deep inside I hear a voice telling me that I should hold on-
Just for another day-
But my brains telling me to run-
He’ll hurt you worse then any other man.
Take that chance and see what happens says my heart –
That breakable, bandaged thing.
It never gives up – and never stops loving.
Chances are what you do- except in love –
Take this chance for once!
Alas – when im away from you I crave you,
I want to see you- I think of you….
But im scared- and feel like running.
Running away from what might happen,
From the pain that’ll leave me scarred,
Broken, and maybe worst.
A lot of mights and a lot at steak-
A lot of pain and heartbreak.
So why am I standing here?
Standing so proud, face first –
Against the wind?
What do I think im doing?
Do I think im really that special?
That he’ll really choose me?
I don’t, but im still here…
Im still here awaiting the end……
Good or bad, im still here
WHY CANT I RUN AWAY FROM YOU?!