its going on about 24 hours of no sleep - i cant sleep - i have no idea why i cant sleep, maybe its because my boyfriends not here, so hes not sleeping next to me.. i never had a problem before untill the last couple weeks... grr face. so i dont know - maybe im just nervous and worried about my little kittens doom and gloom, i took them to the vet about 11 hours ago, they went in for surgery - so maybe thats it... or maybe my bodys clocks all fucked up because of going from 1st shift to 3rd shift, getting up at 8am to work out every mon, wed and fri.. and then going to bed at 4 am the next morning... i dont know - im having nightmares if i lay on my left side - or have my head face left when im sleeping.. i had a huge panic attack in the middle of a shower the other day this week... it feels like my bodys rejecting me... and thats not nice at all!! so i dont know why im up at 5:41 am siting on a hard computer chair, trying to find things to do - instead of sleeping in the nice fuzzy warm soft bed of mine. i dont know.... i just dont know....